Oh he breaks my heart :(

At 8 o'clock this morning the buzzer went ... and for once it wasn't much effort to get out of bed! The last two nights i've been at work which has ment that Blake stayed the night at his nanny's house BOTH nights! Even though he is obviously asleep at that time of night (I don't finish untill 10pm) the flat feels all lonely and empty without him :(

But anyway I was looking forward to cuddles and kisses ... thinking he is bound to have missed me as much as i've missed him. But nooooo...... he was pretty bored of me as soon as he saw me, and carried on giving my mum plenty of Blake loving.  Now this was a sad moment ... the moment when your child realises that your not the centre of their universe :( Perhaps it's because i've never really had to share Blake's love with anyone before that it made me feel bad or maybe im just a weirdo lol! Blake and I are really lucky that we have such a wonderful family...but id still rather he loved me the most :p

He also seems to prefer his Grandad and great grandad aswell as his Nanny to me now ... so i've got competition!! I tell you what did make me smile though, was how after his nanny had gone he realised he had missed me and we had loooooads of cuddles :P xxx

love love xx

Blake and the new love of his life (a.k.a nanny)

How Blake made me smile today:  while playing peek a boo with the cushion he got a little over excited and vomited ... wouldn't normally be funny but I was filming it on my phone at the time. I won't subject you to the video evidence :P xx