Well i've been house bound the last few days (due to the removal of impacted wisdom teeth - was pretty friggin' harsh tbh!) which is incredibly boring .... however it has allowed me to indulge in one of my favourite past times. Writings lists, I don't know if one can call this a past time ... but over the years I have passed quite alot of time writing them. So yeah, it's a past time! I'm well aware that this is ridiculously geeky... but other than ANTM* I don't indulge in any other 'geeky' past times... so neh! Other than that im a generally all round cool-cat ... lmao!! (Im also well aware also that a genuinely cool person would not refer to themselves as a 'cool-cat' ... oh the irony!)
All time favourite lists have been: countless lists of baby names (even though I knew exactly what names I wanted), lists of baby 'neccessities', 'night out' lists, things to buy on pay-day lists etc etc. But it struck me yesterday that i've spent all these years making pretty mundane little lists including short term aims but i've never sat down and made a list of anything long term ... 'things I want to achieve this year', or even 'things I want to achieve in the next 10 years', or 'things to do before I die!' ...how could I miss out on such an impressive list making opportunity??! :p
So yeh ... I sat down, pen and paper at the ready! The 'things I want to achieve this year' list was pretty easy really. Especially as we've only got a few months of it left (SCARY!! where does the time go!??). The other two lists were suprisingly really difficult!! Obvioulsy i've a rough idea of how I want my life to go but to condense that to a list is pretty flippin' hard! Obviously the normal stuff came into my head ... be succcessful (though I didn't know in what), to have more children (though I didn't know how many), to have a nice house (though I didn't know where or how nice!), to get married to a lovely man (though I didn't know whether I did actually want to get married ... or whether I even liked men anymore :P) and so I went on and on ... the result being: no list. God damit! My indecisive nature is crap for long term list making! What I do know is that no matter how many plans I make they never turn out quite the way I thought ... even my little lists are never followed to a tee, constantly changing my mind or tweaking here and there. So yh ... enough list rambles, to conclude (a term which i HATE btw but will use as Blake is getting the arse and this needs wrapping up ;p ) there are some things which can not be put into a list, life would be pretty flipping dull if we were to go through it ticking off the list as we go. Some of the best things ever to happen to me have been completely unplanned!!
This is not to say that i've turned my back on list writing btw ... just writing lists of any importance :p I may even inflict a few of them on you at some point!!
Love love xxx
How Blake made me laugh today: shaking his little bum and having a bit of a rave to david guetta ... toooooo cute!! (every time I tried to capture the moment on cam he would stop and stare at me) NO PICTURES PLLLEEASE loL! xx
*America's next top model (I know, I know!)
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