Thursday, 25 August 2011

Oh he breaks my heart :(

At 8 o'clock this morning the buzzer went ... and for once it wasn't much effort to get out of bed! The last two nights i've been at work which has ment that Blake stayed the night at his nanny's house BOTH nights! Even though he is obviously asleep at that time of night (I don't finish untill 10pm) the flat feels all lonely and empty without him :(

But anyway I was looking forward to cuddles and kisses ... thinking he is bound to have missed me as much as i've missed him. But nooooo...... he was pretty bored of me as soon as he saw me, and carried on giving my mum plenty of Blake loving.  Now this was a sad moment ... the moment when your child realises that your not the centre of their universe :( Perhaps it's because i've never really had to share Blake's love with anyone before that it made me feel bad or maybe im just a weirdo lol! Blake and I are really lucky that we have such a wonderful family...but id still rather he loved me the most :p

He also seems to prefer his Grandad and great grandad aswell as his Nanny to me now ... so i've got competition!! I tell you what did make me smile though, was how after his nanny had gone he realised he had missed me and we had loooooads of cuddles :P xxx

love love xx






Blake and the new love of his life (a.k.a nanny)



How Blake made me smile today:  while playing peek a boo with the cushion he got a little over excited and vomited ... wouldn't normally be funny but I was filming it on my phone at the time. I won't subject you to the video evidence :P xx

Wednesday, 3 August 2011

Beach time!!!

So, today we took a little trip to the beach with Aunty Emzie Poo :) and despite a few grumpys from Blake (due to it being ridiculously hot!) and me not really knowing where I was going, we had a great day!! The plan was picnic on the beach but it ended up being battered sausage in the chippy and then chilling on the beach, a pretty good alternative. Being a rooky to all this parenting business I was pretty dim in forgetting that hot weather + school holidays = no space to sit on folkestone's tiny sandy bit of beach. So we ended up at the other end of the beach; on the stoney bit which was actually alot nicer!



As predicted, Blake thought he was sitting on a sea of tiny little biscuits and subsequently attempted to eat his way through the pebbles on Folkestone beach.  I thought perhaps actually giving him some biscuits would deter him but apparently pebbles are more appetising :p I had forgotten how painfull it is to walk on pebbles, this however didn't seem to bother Blake as much as it bothered me and emma lol! It was so worth pebble pain to see Blake's first time in the sea! He couldn't wait to go paddling and seemed to quite enjoy it! He was less impressed when he realised that it was FREEZING cold ... and even less impressed when the waves came up a little too high for his liking .... this apparently was NOT cool and a swift dash back to the pink towel was in order!

Looking pretty impressed with himself lol!


On a whole it was a pretty wicked day!! And I LOVE seeing the look on Blake's face when he is happy. Even though he won't remember days like today at the moment it won't be long untill our little trips become part of his childhood memories :) It's days out like that which I remember from my childhood.  While watching Blake play, Emma and I remembered the bits of the beach that as an adult you forget! The whole trying to get out of your wet swimming costume from underneath a towel without the whole beach seeing your bum, the sifting through thousands of pebbles to find the really 'cool' ones :s, the taking home of little 'souvenirs' such as stones, shells, bird feathers and other filth, oh and not forgetting having to wash the sand off yourself in those really smelly wash basins in the minging toilets! In years to come I really hope that Blake finds all that as much fun as I did...if he doesn't its just tough because mummy loves the seaside :p xxx

Love Love xxx 



Paddling in suprisingly clear waters!!

Just after being caught red handed attempting to eat a pebble :P



How Blake made me smile today: The look on his face while he was watching Emma apply suncream to her face (tribal war paint style). He was clearly thiking: "god, she looks like a freak".